Hit a few bumps in getting the house on the market. It probably won't go up for at least a couple more weeks. This worries me a lot but it cannot be helped. I've been pretty stressed out over it but there is literally nothing I can do to control these things. I finally decided that I have to put it in the Lord's hands, if He wants me to move He'll take care of my house. I know the problems will be solved soon.
I'm getting less and less worried about the move and more and more anxious to just get there. I've been very annoyed by the cold weather and snow even though I am glad the kids got to go sledding and build snowmen, etc. one more time. Most nights I am dreaming about Hawaii and the beach and the warm rain and the Koolau mountains.
Last night I dreamt I was walking barefoot through my pinneapple garden, the warm wet soil mushing up between my toes. My hands were dirty from digging so I walked across the street to the beach to wash off my hands. There I fell asleep in the sand.
It was really hard to wake up to a cold house.